A Friend


Why do I feel like you are distancing yourself from me?

The text that you sent to me last time left a wound in my heart. I showed it to my friend and it obviously not a text you should sent to someone who’s been a friend for 6 years now.

And so I tried to reply your text without showing you my wound.

To be honest, I don’t remember doing anything wrong to you.

One thing that came in my mind is because, I annoyed you. Is this true?

Or was it because you don’t feel uncomfortable around me anymore? Why?

Or am I becoming boring to you?

I kept on wondering…

Then, I met you a few days after the text. You acted just normal.

We laughed, and talk about things normally.

And today I texted you and get the same response.

I don’t know anymore.

I don’t know.

I don’t know if I can handle this.

To you,


I’m out. Bye.