Plan + Dad’s Complain

So here’s what I’m gonna do.

If I got accepted by the moe loan to study overseas, I will use the allowance given in the future for my studies to pay back my parent’s money on UBD which is $520. Though I don’t know how hard will it be to survive with small allowance but I will do my best to manage my finance. Plus I’m not the spending type (except for food). Right?

And just a side story to share…

My father complain again, why I’m still not able to successfully trade forex. It breaks my heart but at the same time it angers me. Why can’t he be understanding on how hard it is for me, when I’m doing my best. To be honest, starting last week, I did my revision regarding Forex again, what my teacher teaches and I think I found a small way to trade with 60% chance of winning. So I use it the strategy this week, and ta-da~ LOSS. I can’t. I just can’t.

I’m out.

Bye.

Money

“I’m a burden.”

Specifically this year, my parent have used quite a lot of money on me. It breaks my heart. I want to pay them back really badly but my forex trading is not doing well. I’m not going to work for the next 3-4 years.

~$350- Driving Lessons

~$14500- Forex Lesson + New Laptop

~$55- UCAS + HECAS

In the future:

~$500- UBD

If I got the student loan to study overseas, the ~$500 is non-refundable. They may need to spent again for my medical check ups and etc. I’m sure it’ll be costly.

Oh god. I feel really bad.

If just, my forex trading is doing well…

But seriously, I kinda want my parent to stop spending on me. But on the other hand, I don’t have any source of money to support myself.

What should I do?

I’m out.

Bye.